One fight
Several lies
My watery eyes
Do you really believe
I couldn’t see through you?

I tried to ignore it
I tried to confront it
But when I did
It felt like I got smacked
I wish you felt that you could admit
The truth.

Our first fight
Wish it didn’t get this far
The silence
Deadly.

So many words unsaid
I feel like my heart bled
A thousand gallons
My eyes
A thousand tears.

The looks that were traded
Betrayal
Distance
Sorrow.

The feeling that are felt
Hurt
Depressed
Mistrust.

I used to be able to look at you
And think…
Here’s someone I can trust
Someone I can love.

I’m dreaming that I could
Wipe all the tears away
The ones shed and unshed
Put a bandaid on the injuries
I want to trust
Once again.


It's quite old, I don't really like it honestly.